my everything. 

Never shun God for His wrongdoings and hardships He stows upon you.

Because as much as those times of relentless tears and gnawing depression push you to the brink of pointing fingers at Him..

even resenting Him.

wondering why you? What did you do to deserve this?

He has a plan for you.

even when those series of devastating tragedies only progress to a new velocity of emotional pain, He is still there…

and He knows what He is doing. 

What do I know?

Well… I’ve been there.

At my lowest, loneliest, most convoluted point in my life. 

More than once. 

By the third time.. God had slipped between my disturbed mind of blame and self pity. Put in the dark out of anger and distrust. 

Don’t make the mistake I did. 

Never lose faith 

Because after years of endless heartbreak and hardships, I’ve finally realized that in actuality, despite my sinful blame, God had a plan for me.

A plan that couldn’t have happened unless I’d experienced what I had. 

Now, I’ve found my everything.

At age 17, God has blessed me with a love that I truly can’t even put into words. 

Simply, never question He who created the very world you live in. 

At the end of the day it’s not funny,

I miss my family far away. 

happy as ever

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart.

It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Let’s get this party started until the break of dawn.

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Walk away and taste the pain

Come again some other day

Aren’t you glad you weren’t afraid 

Funny how the price gets paid

She’s a runner, rebel and a stunner